踏实

不知道什么时候，那种不实在的感觉慢慢地离我越来越远了。。。不实在的感觉其实好可怕，不能相信自己，反正左右也不对就是了。以前自己以为对的好的重要的，就依自己的方法决定，而也一而再地碰钉子。您的话语说，"我 知 道 我 向 你 们 所 怀 的 意 念 是 赐 平 安 的 意 念 ， 不 是 降 灾 祸 的 意 念 ， 要 叫 你 们 末 后 有 指 望。"


这是多么熟悉的话语，是我忘了吗？还是我都没把您放在心上？虽然，您的慈爱是多么的深，可是人还是有着选择和决定的自由。有时侯我还蛮向往您可以为我决定所有，因为您肯定不会失误。不像我。当我不以为意的时候，突然发现自己的思维又有所改变了。有些我连做梦也想象不到的，这种感觉很奇妙。。。我就是怎么也说不出来。。。这，是在您爱里成长的一部分吗？我喜欢踏实，踏实的生活真好。

我真的越来越爱这样的自己了。

Let it burn...

Finally the page is ready to be viewed...I was getting much in touch with my HTML editing skills which were shelved ever since i got my scroll! But it was fun doing the scripting again :)

I've not been actively blogging since years ago...have I changed to be more quiet over the years? getting more lazy? no time? or has other technologies like the must-have-facebook replaced my writings? well...i look forward for what's more to come. I'm starting to blog again!

Meanwhile...why have i named this blog a small burning candle?
I came across this interesting quote the other day~
'There's no amount of darkness in all the world enough to put out the light of even one small candle...'

I was imagining the force of darkness so strong that it pushes and stressing up this smll little candle...but it just wont put the fire out...it just wont...I had the image in my mind for few days and couldnt get it out...and since i'm thinking of what to name my blog...i'll just call it A small burning candle. It seems to give me some strength just by thinking of it. Thinking of the burning candle, i suddenly thought of the burning bush near Mount Sinai...ya i know it's nothing related except for the fire...but well that's just a thought anyway...

More posts to come...let the fire continue to burn...